madcap_minstrel (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} madcap_minstrel) wrote,@ 2007-11-28 22:53:00 |
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Crossroads...
K, so...I guess I should just come out and say it:
I think I've finally fallen in love with someone. I've gotta say, love really IS weird, since I didn't really see it coming. I'd shot the guy down twice and everything. All I've gotta say is, he's got the patience of a saint to put up with that.
Now I just need to scrounge up the $40 I owe that other guy, get a money order, mail it out to him, and then FINALLY tell him to stop acting so enamored with me. Everything's all wrong with this guy. Here's part of the reason why:
He wants to record music, yet he's got recording equipment that's about five years behind. That's like saying you're into web design, even though you only have a 56k modem. The guy also supposedly gets an opportunity to have one of his songs showcased somewhere that might really help his career, and he forgets to get back to the people involved. WTF?! Thankfully this guy is currently 2,000 miles away from me.
The guy who I'm falling for, however, seems to have his life in order. He's got a good paying internship, he'll probably have no troubles finding a job in his chosen field when he graduates, and most importantly, I really have fun talking to him about, well...everything.
The other guy, I also would enjoy talking to, but only if the subject was about music or philosophy. Now, those are both good conversation pieces, but I really like to be able to "geek it up". So when I try to talk to this guy about stuff like anime and video games, he just would say the stupidest and most annoying things, even though he claims to like both. The guy supposedly beat Baten Kaitos, though he doesn't remember anything about the game. To a degree, I think his mind is wasted in many areas, though it flourishes in some(namely music and philosophy). I tried mixing philosophy and anime, but that was a disastrous conversation in which he just didn't get it.
Some people might think that I'm being stupid, but what's so stupid about wanting to be with someone who's got their life together? What's so stupid about being with someone we can toss links back and forth to? Links to webcomics, game articles, youtube videos, and other entertaining stuff?
Anyway, I really gotta lose that first guy. If I wasn't broke and owing him money(long story), I'd have told him to fuck off ages ago, but I worry that might lead to some stupid Judge Judy scenario, which I don't need.
Ugh. Shit is complicated.
K, so...I guess I should just come out and say it:
I think I've finally fallen in love with someone. I've gotta say, love really IS weird, since I didn't really see it coming. I'd shot the guy down twice and everything. All I've gotta say is, he's got the patience of a saint to put up with that.
Now I just need to scrounge up the $40 I owe that other guy, get a money order, mail it out to him, and then FINALLY tell him to stop acting so enamored with me. Everything's all wrong with this guy. Here's part of the reason why:
He wants to record music, yet he's got recording equipment that's about five years behind. That's like saying you're into web design, even though you only have a 56k modem. The guy also supposedly gets an opportunity to have one of his songs showcased somewhere that might really help his career, and he forgets to get back to the people involved. WTF?! Thankfully this guy is currently 2,000 miles away from me.
The guy who I'm falling for, however, seems to have his life in order. He's got a good paying internship, he'll probably have no troubles finding a job in his chosen field when he graduates, and most importantly, I really have fun talking to him about, well...everything.
The other guy, I also would enjoy talking to, but only if the subject was about music or philosophy. Now, those are both good conversation pieces, but I really like to be able to "geek it up". So when I try to talk to this guy about stuff like anime and video games, he just would say the stupidest and most annoying things, even though he claims to like both. The guy supposedly beat Baten Kaitos, though he doesn't remember anything about the game. To a degree, I think his mind is wasted in many areas, though it flourishes in some(namely music and philosophy). I tried mixing philosophy and anime, but that was a disastrous conversation in which he just didn't get it.
Some people might think that I'm being stupid, but what's so stupid about wanting to be with someone who's got their life together? What's so stupid about being with someone we can toss links back and forth to? Links to webcomics, game articles, youtube videos, and other entertaining stuff?
Anyway, I really gotta lose that first guy. If I wasn't broke and owing him money(long story), I'd have told him to fuck off ages ago, but I worry that might lead to some stupid Judge Judy scenario, which I don't need.
Ugh. Shit is complicated.
